Voyage of Words

My journey started with books not because I wanted to learn or gain knowledge, but because I had ample time. Post Partition, I was staying in Purani Dilli, somewhere near a sabzi mandi. My father had a thailiyon ki dukaan (shop selling bags) at Chandni Chowk. After school I helped out at the shop and stayed overnight there. There was no electricity, only a small lantern. Sleep was elusive and in the lantern light, there was no better way to spend the night than to read books.

I met a man who ran something akin to a book-rental library in a shack close to our shop. He charged 25 paise, and in that amount, one could borrow any number of books. I started with detective novels. One day I would be reading Sultana Daku’s exploits, and on the other I would pick up stories of chudails (witches)! So there I was, borrowing a new book every day, till the man gave up. “I don’t have any more books! What do you do, just turn the pages?” he screamed. Then, he gave me a book and warned me not to come back without reading every page.

I read it within the night, but the book changed my reading preference and even my life. It was an Urdu translation of Rabindranath Tagore’s The Gardener. That was one of the most important turning points of my life, being introduced to poetry and Bengali literature. Then I went on to read the works of Saratchandra Chattopadhyay and Munshi Premchand in Urdu translations. The power of Tagore’s language is so strong; it has a certain laye (rhythm) to it. I taught myself Bengali to read the author’s original works.

Later, when I moved to Mumbai, I did various odd jobs, that of a car mechanic as well. I used to paint dented cars and people said I did my work rather well. During my free time, my poetry flowed on to pages. I read up on Subhash Mukhopadhyay, Jibanananda Das and Sunil Gangopadhyay too. It was much later that I got into films. Legendary lyricist Shailendra introduced me to Bimal Roy, who became a mentor, and I assisted him for a long time. Through films, I wore new mantles such as lyricist, scriptwriter and director, but poetry is something that comes naturally to me and has travelled with me throughout my life.


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